A Big Realisation

I was just sitting on my bed listening to random shuffled music on YouTube music, getting totally psycked, then suddenly something hit me directly in my heart like h bull ramming that center of bullseye. Then I realised it was feelings there was this thing in my life that had become my routine and today realising that I was mostly sleeping only whole day I was unable to give more time to this 'routine habbit'. Then suddenly it hit me it's not just a habit it's something more than that something that made my heart beat heavier. I was guilty it was the first time ever I caught feelings for a show, like ew that's not me who the fuck goes crazy for a show, and then there I was imagining me being part to How I Met Your Mother. I haven't even finished it and I am Missing it, what a wuss. But It is Fucking Amazing show. Fuck my thinking I am gonna get myself some awesome Barney Stinson posters.